When I was merely 8 years old, my parents lost their rights plus I was placed into the foster care system.
- I honestly remember some enjoyable memories from my childhood, however most of the memories are not especially good.
The unpleasant thoughts plus feelings plagued my mind on a regular basis. When I was a teenager, I was honestly looking to end my life plus I contemplated suicide on numerous occasions. I was hoping to run away from the household plus pretend that I was someone else. I desired to find a way out of my life plus drugs became the solution. Some people in my school were hanging out drinking beers after school plus I joined them. We suddenly started doing all kinds of unusual drugs plus I had a major meth complication before I was 21 years old. I went to rehab at different times. I did not have any family or numerous buddies, so there really wasn’t anyone looking out for my mental health, until I found a job working for an older person. The old lady wanted to sell her household plus needed someone to help fix up the locale. I worked so many days per week plus the old lady plus I talked regularly! During my second week of work, the old woman offered to smoke a marijuana joint with me. Believe it or not, it was the actual first time I ever tried marijuana. I was always into heavier drugs during my younger days. I did not know what to expect plus I was stunned by the calming plus enjoyable sensation I had after smoking the whole of the marijuana joint. I felt more relaxed plus confident then I had in the longest time.