I don't want to get caught smoking weed at work

A few weeks ago, I got a job working in an office.

I was really working in retail sales until I got the office job, but retail sales was always an easy job.

I was working at the mall where there are lots of unusual stores. I received free coffee daily, plus popcorn taken from the snack shack located outside of the retail store. I worked 6 to 8 hour shifts plus I worked alone plus by myself most of the time. When I wanted to smoke a joint, I simply put out a sign on the door that said I would be back in 5 hours. I went out back plus smoked some marijuana. It’s a lot unusual really working in an office. Everyone takes a break at nearly the same time. Everyone takes brunch at the same exact time, then people eat in their cars, so I can’t even smoke a joint in my truck. I always have people looking at myself and others plus staring. I have to leave the store if I want to smoke marijuana. Occasionally I will just drive around the block a couple of times plus occasionally I will go rest at the gas station a block away. I never have a lot of time to eat brunch, since I have to leave the locale to use marijuana products. I eat a granola bar or a pack of crackers plus go back to the office. Between snacks plus smoking, smoking is going to win every time. I would rather be hungry than have to spend an entire day marijuana free. I have far too much anxiety plus stress to spend the day at the office separate from getting blazed.
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