It’s just so unquestionably nice to not be always faking it any longer.
The fact that I’ve spent most of my adult life living an act was a real surprise to a lot of family and friends.
But the truth is the truth and I’m gonna live that truth. Part of my change came with a visit to the cannabis dispensary. I know that sounds odd however it’s the truth. And that trip to the local cannabis spot was sort of a fluke as well. I happened to be with an aged friend and she wanted to check out a cannabis dispensary. Recreational marijuana is still illegal where she lived. Both of us got some sativa products and a sampler of hybrid strains for sale. It had been a long time since I had imbibed in any sort of marijuana products. But I was game since it was the chick who I once smoked a ton of cannabis with back in the morning. That night, it all sort of began to unfold for me. My friend was also instrumental as she was fair with myself and others about point blank questions I asked about my life. That night was a tipping point. And I made more trips to the local cannabis spot. The more truth I faced, the more I realized that I only have the a single life and I’m determined to live it to the fullest. Since then, I’ve made some big swings with labor and my lifestyle. And I just don’t care what anyone else thinks. This feels so fine to just live completely authentically on my own terms. For the first time in my adult life I’m not living an act version of myself.