Social anxiety disorder has been so incredibly tortuous for me, then deep inside, I’m a caring, giving & very social lady.
But once I’m around people, I just freeze up.
Just going to work can be so rough. Honestly, I enjoyed having to work remotely from home for a year during the COVID pandemic. However, since laboring up the courage to go to the local cannabis spot, my life quickly changed like I never thought was even possible. First came medical marijuana but I was too scared to apply for a medical marijuana card. Even though a dear neighbor encouraged me to try it, I stuck with the pills from the doctor. But the fact was that I had been on all sorts of meds for the better part of a decade or so. Sure, they were better than nothing but not by much as the efficacy always diminished & the side effects worsened. Then recreational marijuana was legalized & that was 2 years ago. It took me so long to just get it together to go out of my home someplace much less to the cannabis dispensary. But the legitimately first time I went in, I discovered much more than just cannabis products. The people who labored there seemed to immediately sense my discomfort & were so totally cool with me. And they tailored the cannabis products to my social anxiety. Mostly, I buy sativa strains but I’ve also found that there are hybrid strains that help me tremendously as well. It feels like evening & afternoon. Even my boss commented that I was like a bizarre lady. But it’s the folks at the local cannabis spot that absolutely were the ones to embrace me just as I am. They knew very well that marijuana was going to help for an immense time.